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 2.06.2026 - And here comes the summer, once again. 2 days ago, I wanted to host simple instagib FFA on Quake 3 with the mod called "Corkscrew". Thanks to the Lunohod's cooperation for letting me take the control of this event, I prepared the mods much earlier on thursday. In the end, nobody just came in. Damnit, I really wanted someone to spend the last of the spring. But according to the admin lack of people joining was because of the audience. Although, it's announced earlier despite all of this. But damnit, I really wanted to see people fighting for the first place. About this tournament I wanted to host is basically "Elimination". Whoever on the last place gets eliminated while the others are staying and their task is to keep on the top place. Also, clan members were interested to join so I invited clan leader to participate, although only 2 of them joined. He said he would like to sponsor the tournament in the future consider it was failure that nobody came in. I might as well need to try this program "Tourney Master", now that I have it. At least they enjoyed it with this instagib mod that I installed on club's PCs. Perhaps, I'll try to research about it...
 7.06.2026 - Wow. Well that was actually fun. Today I had some practice fun match with our clanmates today. And we played some matches on Quake Live called "Clan Arena".Although, minor inconvience was that team balance was meh, but it was ended up as fun. More importantly we got like 6 people playing. Overall, it looks like I learned something about trying to organize some movement. So if I'll try to invite to play games with me, perhaps I'll ask directly to people for participating in the tourneys. Overall, it was quite fun and I didn't even wanted to play that tryhard and instead only to play casually. Plus one of the members I played couple of years in Freeze Tag in the tourney was curious to know what are we playing. I honestly, would like to invite him to our clan. Vouching that he fights well.
 20.06.2026 - Looks like I neglected my site and I'm still feeling demoralized that I got nothing to add up more interesting. But except yesterday, composter who did soundtrack classic Doom Bobby Prince, has passed away. And man, this is quite sad day to see this. He made such iconic soundtrack in the gaming industry and I even too often listen his soundtrack. I must say huge thanks for Bobby Prince for making kickass soundtrack. Bobby surely delivered such a great soundtrack. I remember somewhere in the mid of 2000s when I was 6 years old. I used to play on my mom's old laptop classic Doom and heard soundtrack more often in MIDI instruments. It's understandable that the soundtrack itself is addicting. Plus, besides just Doom he was composer for Duke Nukem 3D. Still, I'll miss him and many thanks for his work to make such interesting music when playing Doom. Also, about my real life side as I said before, feeling more demoralized and I'm stuck in this situation. Craving someone to play with and practice on Quake 3 and I don't know where else am I suppose to find. Perhaps, I could register on Doomworld forums and ask there to get some people?
 30.06.2026 - I'm back from the capital and just some stuff about my life is that I went for a date, just to get each other known. I met one girl from friends of friends and decided to give a shot if it's worth it. And the date went good actually, hopefully we'll spend some time more and wishing to expand spend time when dating. So, here's that from my life. Right now I've been trying to restore my interest in my site, but yet again didn't had any motivation. Big question for me remains is what will be future in the 2030? Will it be like early stage of cyberpunk? Will it be "life imitates art" type prophecy? And more concerning that a lot of people are getting too much drugs from those freaking politics! I'm concerned with this. I dunno if it'll be enough for some people to ditch all of those modern technologies controlled by major corporations for the sake of the freedom. Like, ugh, the world goes nuts over some entitlement and narcissism that we have to endure. Plus, I've got myself the necessity to ditch, but at the same time needs some persuasions and feelings to make them interested. It's just looks way too grim and dread to see this world being too selfless. Sorry, that I don't have any positive thoughts, but just my blog and thoughts to type.		  

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