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10.09.2025 - That's just great, I got a sore throat right in the beginning of the september and I'm off to a good start! Ugh, I was about to explain some good stuff, but the damn sore throat decided to ruin my day. And good news is that I'm rapidly curing myself. My plan was to try caputre renders to models and it's a hassle. I'm trying to do with Quark and I don't know how am I suppose to make it work with models. Like, I'm trying to figure out on how to connect all bodies with those MD3 models so I could see if I can make renders of them. I might will have to dig deeper and read on manual for this program or guess to make it work smoothly and make it actually work. I wanna try to make it for my seperated page when I can. Also, my side quest is to update guide section. I must have ignored it, due to my overhaul update I released 2 weeks ago with my page. Perhaps I'll finish up with guide first than figure out with model connecting on Quark.
16.09.2025 - Just went today working and successfully delivered some orders. The weather today is a bit odd and I expected it would be cold and it's still warm. Man, I really want rain to enjoy more going outside. I've been feeling a bit lazy, but yet I haven't picked up with my editing on my guide section. Perhaps, if I could try to find good time to edit my webpage. I might will try to finish it up and think of what I want to add in my page. I wonder if anyone who's reading my blogs even interested to read my cyber archeology and decided to try it out? Like, trying out the old games, media, programs for chatting on old games. That kind of thing. Also, despite I've been using XMPP almost daily, I haven't got anyone to talk with me and is there even ways to find people who has similar niche interests like mine? I would love to use forums to find and get people to talk with in XMPP. But Reddit is not the best solution and it's... feels generic. And it takes more time to dig deeper and deeper on modern search engines to find those old yet still used forums. Wish I could get my own peers to connect to those old programs and get in touch. Like how we used to chat almost endlessly in Skype.
22.09.2025 - Welp. About 2 days ago, I bought a ticket (the price for ticket was a rip off by the way) for a gaming festival. It mentioned that it'll be hosted a tournament, but this time about Free-For-All mode. It brought my attention and I decided to head over there. The only thing got my attention is that I met the actual ex pro player. That wasn't on the list when I read the news, but perhaps I struck jackpot! I was on fire to witness this moment in my life. I wasn't even stressed or anxious. Instead I was overjoyed to be that lucky! Name of that ex pro player is ZergTV. Last time I saw this guy, was when he did stream of someone trying to perform circle jump on the map Q3DM6 and when he reviewed one of the participants performance on how they reached the finish line in Defrag. I will cheerish this moment and never thought to meet one of the ex pro players. Overall, match was fun and I won, although the mouse I played in tourney was annoying and I couldn't aim, so I had to improvise my strategy. The prize I got? A mouse, that looks like a pistol grip. I never saw the unusual design of the mouse. First thought I had when I saw it, was like joystick to control planes. Like one of those sim hardware to get immersion like racing wheels. I haven't unsealed it, yet and feels like I would probably use to play rail shooters. Like "Time Crisis" or "The house of the dead". Still, I feel proud to achieve that great moment in my life!
28.09.2025 - Woohoo! I just struck yesterday another jackpot after winning another tournament, although I really expected someone who's strong enough in Free-For-All mode in Quake 4. Yet I win again, kinda dissapointed that there weren't any stronger ones fighting for pride. The prize? Biography of John Romero. A man from id Software and father of the Doom! This is the unusual prize I ever got. I took some glances about that book in the past. Curious to know how was his life back then as developer in id Software and what did he do. Seriously, what is this luck I'm having? Is it because I'm a bit often attending to various events and festivals in my country? Oh and about the book, I might will get time to read it to know about John Romero. Wonder if there's biography of John Carmack? Anyway, I'm hoping to find people who would participate with me in a future to host similar LAN party. At least in virtual LANs like Radmin VPN.
1.10.2025 - I was a bit busy with other stuff in real life and couldn't keep up with my site, due to being bit busy. And I was collecting goods in my SSD. The reason why is simple. I was working and delivering various orders, so that's why. I mean, come on I need to earn money too. I'm planning to focus on the training in Quake 3 and tournament will start in the next week. Man, I'm feeling nervous and I hope I won't be alone carrying the team. I'm slightly going lowering my activity in my constructing and editing site. I was gathering old stuff to my SSD and I'm having a bit trouble with finding my files what I want. Only got the personalization like smiles, avatars and icons. But not with pictures from 2000s, with size in 4:3 resolution. Going to find deeper and find more of those so I could spread my own library. Seriously, where are those wallpapers from 2000s and where do I get them?
 

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